do i change..?

today..
when i wake up..
some of my friend sms me in the same time..
i tot today is wat day..
but not special day or wat..
some worry me some dissapointed to me..
some wanna to help me..
that time my tears wanna to come out..
sry 4 letting u all bcs of me feel moody..
is my wrong..
do i change making biside me d ppl hurt..?
haiz..
sry.. really sry..
haiz..
dunno wan say wat..
just dun wan go think so much now..
so don wan write so much to think back..
just live in now..
not b4..
that all..
sry..to all guys..
i love u all..
n i need ur suport...
-zing-

sry 4 din write blog..T.T

sry oh.. so long din write blog jor..
was busy ..
before n chinese new year..
wah..
i enjoy the cny...
take many ang bao..
go out..
but weather was hot.. till..
everyone is sick..sick..sick..
T.T
valentine.. T.T
no ppl acc me..
alone.. wif my mum..
haha..
cham nia..
i have so many new cloth..
i love it so much..
=P

hehe..
tell u someting..
chu 9 i din go school..==
my school got class..
but i din go..
bcs i ply till 2 am...
zz
so my friend n i all din go 4 class..
so happy.. n wirry bout the teacher will scold or not..
=="
so dan xiao geh me..
but luckily.. my class teacher mood good..
say ntg..
hiew...!~
n i cut my hair jor..
T.T
so pai kua!!!!
zzz
no choice.. the ppl dunno how to cut..
zz
wait it longer abit bah..
kek sim nia..
by the way.. CNY!~
-ZING-

凌晨三点钟

这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼
现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜
暂时把心放空
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
Baby Baby
Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
Baby Baby
Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
Baby Baby
Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
Baby Baby
Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
凌乱的房间里头
还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走
我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底
才能看得透
Baby Baby
Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
Baby Baby
Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼

complicated..

haiz..
dunno this few days lik dunno do wat..
always forget to do this n that..
i feel tired..
things going too fast.. n i cant chase up..
just wanna to stop my step n feel things that bside me..
just enjoy..
don think anything..
but some thing let me think..
do he still lik me or not..
T.T
i just kno that i still care bout him..
bcs i already get use to it..
everyone say him..bad..
but..to me he not..
he is a boy that is v good..
dunno he just b good infront of me or wat..
but i feel v warm when i b wif him..
he can noty outside..
don noty when wif me..
this is simple things that everyone need to do..
not means that can noty = fight ,kill, gangsterism or wat..
can ply at outside..
just wanna his heart got me this person..
love can b so beautifull..
just bcs of thinking changing fast..
that wat he choose..
dunno complicated..
i just wanna to wait...
may b i will wait..
i dunno..
i din hav a answer 4 that..
i already no energy to think so much of this..
just let it b natural..
that wat i will wait..
-zing-