5th anniversary

yesterday was our 5th anniversary..
i din wish him ..
just hope he will remember today is our 5 year anniversary..
but i wait ..n wait..
he din said it to me..
but i din angry or blame him..
mayb he having exam..
making him forgotten bout our anniversary..
so when i was waiting..
i think back all the day we been through together..
hmm...
sweet...
sad...
anything..
we all been through together ... side by side..
hand by hand...
no matter how hard is was.. we always b together..
making our relationship well
at night..
after i finish my yoga class..
i saw his message..
he write something..
" wat u write at fb, u take me as tou ming ya?"
i think n think .. that wat did i write at fb?...
think think think!
i just kno that the post i post at fb.. not bout me,him, lyric... tio none jor..
mayb is other comment making him angry?
opps..
bout boys?
mayb..
so i quickly explain to him bout everything..
but he felt v down...
making me v scare..
he just told me to go to slp..
n i wan to continue sms wif him.. but cant..
mum wan me to slp..
n i not allowed to sms le..
so i went to bed..
lying at bed..
heart beating faster n faster..
n i thinking that wat i making him angry..
he never angry me b4..
got also awhile only..
this time he angry ... is real..
means that i do something really making him v angry..
so i think back wat did i write at fb..
that time i feel v scare n hurt..
scare bcs
he never angry to me b4..
this time really do something wrong le..T.T
n i try to appologise to him..
but that time he look v down..
n i v worry that he will leave me that time..
hurt ...
is bcs that i hurt him.. making myself hurt more..
i do something that hurt him n making him angry..
T.T
how? that time.. i so wish to hug him tight.. n say" sry... i love u"
but... haiz..
that time i just kno that he is so important to me...
i cant lose him...<3
i need him more thn anything..
that night.. i cant slp totally..
i just keep thinking..
worrying..
n my tears keep droping down..
T.T
sry...
after the next morning.. i saw his message..
just kno that i still in his heart..
sry ...
i love u~=)
i promise.. wont make u angry again
-zing-