END?

yesterday night..
when i was slping..
my tears was coming out..
haiz..
dunno..
feel v sad...
bout everything happened in this month..
teacher miss undestant me..
let ppl buly..
nvm!~
the teacher still wan set me do monitor till this month nia..
if i cant do well..!~
walao..
i help the monitor do so much..
she treat me as a dog!~
ok..
well..
set me..
i don wan do le..
i already tired..
i was angry n sad..
i just know that my tears is apart of my life
i too ill..
i tot i can b strong..
now ..
i just admit that im not..
i totally ill enough to let wind blow me down ..
this month..
pls get over..
his birthday is today..
CNY is here soon..haiz..
single again this year..
i hate january every year!~
i think v long..
i use my dareness to ask him..
do u still love me..
at last ..
i fail again..
he din reply me..
i just wanna kno the answer that he still love me or not..
that i wanna kno..
din love..dunno... still love... hope he tell me..
i dunwan to wait a person that i dunno wat he thinking..
i just kno i will wait..
but i need kno he still love me or not..
y he cant tell me..
just feel that he tao bi me le..
i already scare..
cry le..
scare of losing a relationship n a friendship..
he say we still fr3n..
but he lik din treat me as his fr3nd..
lik " friend"
but not fri3nd..
T.T
dunno wat i cn do..
i really get hurt deeply..
T.T
-zing-