wish 4 u!~

today..
suddenly think bout him..
omg!~
suddenly really miss him alot..
i think bout him..
i cry!~..bcs i not there 4 him..today!
oh.. his birthday ..
n im not his gf..
that can celebrate wif him..
n wish him happy birthday to him..
i tot this year i can let him have a birthday that he had never had b4..
but i din have this chance to do 4 him..
but i still his friend..
wishing him happy birthday..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CS!~"
last year wh3n we go beach..
his friend told me..
his birthday dunno already change gf le boi..
that time..
i tell him that i wont leave him d ..
i sure b there to celebrate wif him as his gf..
not this year nia..
every year i will let him have a wonderful birthday wif him..
u c 4 it lu!~
i tot i will b there biside him..
hugging him n wispering to his ear n say "happy birthday to u dear!~ muacks"
sry i not there now..
i din have the chance to tell ur fri3nd say..
nah!~ im here.. as his gf ..
sry!~
i tot i can..
but no..
how was he gonna celebrate his birthday..?
i wish to kno..
did he happy..
do he think of me ?..
i dun wan so much..
i just wan the person who i love now.. can love me the way i love him..
i tot i have this chance..
to stand infront of him..
holding his hand..
n sing a song to him..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~!"
n hand over the birthday cake to him..
n gib him a kiss that no one will had..
this song is just 4 u
every year of this day..
i hope that i just will sing this song to u!~
n let u have a wonderful..
unforgetable birthday in ur life..
as a fri3nd i will!~
as a gf i sure will!~
no matter where u r..
i will wishing 4 u..
just wish u can feel it i sing to u..
( crying )..
i just can do is this..
just hope u gib me this chance..
n gib urself a chance..
to let me celebrate wif u
i"ll b there 4 u!~
wish i can gib the best 4 u..everything...now..
HAPPY.. BIRTHDAY.. TO U!~
-zing-
(cant discribe now d mood.. happy 4 him.. sad of din stay bside him.. argh.. dunno.. my mind full of his face..smiling to me! dunno ..just cry..! wish to c him just once..!T.T)" zhi gei ni(just for u) go hear.. a song gib u as ur present"