wat should i do

wat should i do now..
i really love him..
but dunno did he still love me or not..
just wish to ask him..
but i scare...
scare of knwing that..
now..
can b last time..
asking him wat he was doing now..
just hope that he will miss me at whole time..
i sitting looking outside the window..
wishper him could hear wat i was gonna to tell him..
i hope he can feel it..
that i still love him..
n care 4 him..
hope that he kno..
wish he could tell me do he still love me..
or not..
i just kno i waiting 4 him answer..
but dunno how long i can wait..
i kno him well..
but din kno him as well..
just wish to get his heart..
knowing wat he was doing right now..
im sad..
when he go out wif other person that is not me..
i wish to go out..
to find him..
but i cant..
i wan FREEDOM now!!
i wan to gib wat i have to him..
hope he choose me..
T.T
sitting at the corner..
wating him to come hand orver his hand to me..
hug me tight n say i love u..
do i wait is zhi de d?
i dunno..
i just kno my heart is loving him now..
n always..
hope he will gib me a chance..
n gib him a own chance..
gib us a chance to start again..
wish to c him..
the time i go out..
wish to c him ..
in the coner..
infront ..
beside..
just once..
just wan to look at his face..
did he happy..
did he sad..
did he miss me..
did he enjoy his time..
i just can wait here..
waiting 4 his answer..
ntg i can do..
or help..
if he view my blog..
hope he will gib me a answer..
tell me do u still love me or not..
tell me the truth..
if u dont wish a gul hurting or waitng 4 a long time 4 a person she love most..
hope u tell meT.T...
-zing-