just feel tired~T.T

haiz..
dunno wat happening...
just sometime wanna talk to him something..
he tio say me wan find thing argue wif him..
in ur heart wat a person am i?
i really wanna know the turth..
just feel that he is far to me now..
if really argue wif u also not really a wrong thing ah..
just wan settle something between us..
but when i say bout that...
he willl started dun answer..
izit he tot that i love quarrel wif him?
T.T
just bcs i care bout him..
i can find ppl to argue ah..
y i must argue wif him wor..
just bcs is my job mar..
if i din care,love,worry ,argue or wat..
wif him..
who will?
or he wan me find other ppl to do so..?
just tell me..
T.T
i really tired le..
my tear comming out...
just dunno how to control
n stop it..
do i did wrong?
just tell me ..
just dunno wat can i do anymore..
do he wish me always keep quite...
if something happend also keep quite din tell din kno?
dunno wat u really think about now...
or is me think much..
do i need don care anything just can b peaceful
n nothing will happened?
T.T
ah...
tired...
dun wan to think..
but the thing cant get off from my mine..
bcs just kno tht itis our thing that we need to care together...
just kno...
just wish...
he knos!
-zing-