gurney wif friends~

this our photo we take when we at gurney plaza^.^
enjoy...
we went to watch SKYLINE ..after that.. we went to clinic cafe eat.. n c my classmate.. they work at there.. go kacao them...XD
hahahaa...

hehee.. this photo take at toilet><"

that me~XD
sadly.. he din go ..
his mum din allowed..T.T
at last minit i just kno that he cant go..
got bit moody at first..
but cant do anything also..
so i went to prangin first to wait 4 my friends..
say 11 reach but all 11 40 just reach.. let me wait.. =="
pek cek..
thn we take bus went to gurney..
yeapiie..
at bus talk v loud let auntie STARE at us pulak!~><"
hahahaha.. funny nia that auntie.. wear sun glasses.. YENG PUN!~=D
v long din hang out wif my friends jor.. happy too ba..
but cant keep my mind off him..=)

happiest day of my life

today.. 230 i went to ah jie house 4 celebrate her birthday
her house..
wonderful..
i lik it so much..
excited till my tears wanna come out..=D
such a pretty amazing house..
think bout will i have such a day that i have a big house..?
kekeke..
we wait 4 all to come by to ah jie house..
when all was reaches her house..
we watch horro movie..
hahaha..
scary?
V SCARY..
but .. i can tell u that..
i laugh more thn scream =="
siao eh me..

hahaha!!!
just will funny that PURPLE THING... CHILI kno all bout it!~=D
hahahahaa..
funny..
n i just keep laughing..
making ppl confuse that what am i laughing at.. ><"
when we finish watching that HORROR movie..
we went up to ah jie room..
she have her own roommT.T
i din have..
we take many photo..
OUR TOPIC IS PINK..
all of us.. wear pinky cloth..
special..
^^
take many photo bout our pnkiy out fit..
share...

hahaha.. izit cool???? =D

tomoro ah jie birthday

tomoro will go ah jie birthday..
at her house..
excited~
can c her big house..
wohoo..
n evening will go cafe eat...
mum..mum..
yummY~
=P
i so hungry right now ><"
hahahaha!!
but i preffer to go out wif him..
bcs...
..
shh..
( miss him v much lu)
v long din bully him jor..
kekeke!~^.^
hand gatai.. =="
cham...
he later sure say u wan die liao d lu..
thn i really die le lu...
><"
hehehe..
so tomoro ...
miss me ba!~
miss u too..........!!!!
-zing-ZT=

new car

yesterday afternoon...
my mum getting anew car..
HYUNDAI ACCENT!~
wow.. nice.
i so happy..
cant wait to c my new car..
wakakaka..
when reach BEI HAI..
the ejen come fetch us go c our car..
n we can drive it back to home le..
kekee..
but!!!
things happend...
when my mum check the car..
she just kno that the sitting place(sofa)
din have cover..(plastic) on it..
my mum think that it cant have no cpver rape in a new car.. cant believe it..
waste so much money to buy a car..
but look lik ppl drive b4..
so.. my mum go ask clearly that is it this car a show car.. or ppl take it to test drive...
bla bla bla...
they check check check..
prove that this car is new..
so my mum decided to sign the paper to take the car..
but..
again!
she saw inside the car.. got some scratches..
spoil..
my mum started angry..
y a new car so many thing happend..
a new car cant b so much thing spoil here spoil there..
so she started check check..
n she say she wan change a new one..
but the manager say cant.. just can claim..
so cant do anything..
just will change the cover 4 us.. or just make it back nicer...
that time do things finish already 7.30++
n i so hungry..
bcs i just ate breakfast..=="
but that time also din feel hungry le..
so we drive our car back to penang..
go back home bath..
n take our car go PRAY!~
after praying..
my stomach started "GRIEW"...!!!~~~
oppss..
hungry..
mummy lets go eat..
tot wan go eat tanjung bunga JAMES WESTERN FOOD GEH..
but hor.. i have to go time square interview 4 job..
so my mum fetch me go there..
intierview..
HOPE I GET THIS JOB..=)
n hope he get a job soon..^.^..( must find oh.. jobs don grow on tree geh(^@^))
if i work..
sure will b busy thn ussual..
sure din have time lik last time sms or chat or hang out wif him le..
but no matter how busy i was..
no matter how far we were..
HE always b in my heart.. missing him.. love him...~
don worry...
^.^
hope he will same thinking as me too lu... will him?? blek... ask him.. ask him!!..^.^
if i din succes have this job.. i wont find others jor..
will stay at home..
bcs i will have tuition too .. after school holiday..
n piano class..
will b a busy holiday 4 me..
but NO MATTER HOW BUSY I AM..
6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY.. I SURE WILL CELEBRATE WIF HIM EH.. EARLY OR DELAY..
sure will replace it back..
hope can have a good memory in this 6 month anniversary wif him..
=)
bcs it is v important to me..
bcs he is the first person i b wif him so long..
XD
muacks!
dunno he got plan 4 it or not.. but i know he dunno how to plan eh..
simply also ok jor..
important is got u n ur heart always stay bside me..
others doesn't matter =D
=zing=

5th anniversary

yesterday was our 5th anniversary..
i din wish him ..
just hope he will remember today is our 5 year anniversary..
but i wait ..n wait..
he din said it to me..
but i din angry or blame him..
mayb he having exam..
making him forgotten bout our anniversary..
so when i was waiting..
i think back all the day we been through together..
hmm...
sweet...
sad...
anything..
we all been through together ... side by side..
hand by hand...
no matter how hard is was.. we always b together..
making our relationship well
at night..
after i finish my yoga class..
i saw his message..
he write something..
" wat u write at fb, u take me as tou ming ya?"
i think n think .. that wat did i write at fb?...
think think think!
i just kno that the post i post at fb.. not bout me,him, lyric... tio none jor..
mayb is other comment making him angry?
opps..
bout boys?
mayb..
so i quickly explain to him bout everything..
but he felt v down...
making me v scare..
he just told me to go to slp..
n i wan to continue sms wif him.. but cant..
mum wan me to slp..
n i not allowed to sms le..
so i went to bed..
lying at bed..
heart beating faster n faster..
n i thinking that wat i making him angry..
he never angry me b4..
got also awhile only..
this time he angry ... is real..
means that i do something really making him v angry..
so i think back wat did i write at fb..
that time i feel v scare n hurt..
scare bcs
he never angry to me b4..
this time really do something wrong le..T.T
n i try to appologise to him..
but that time he look v down..
n i v worry that he will leave me that time..
hurt ...
is bcs that i hurt him.. making myself hurt more..
i do something that hurt him n making him angry..
T.T
how? that time.. i so wish to hug him tight.. n say" sry... i love u"
but... haiz..
that time i just kno that he is so important to me...
i cant lose him...<3
i need him more thn anything..
that night.. i cant slp totally..
i just keep thinking..
worrying..
n my tears keep droping down..
T.T
sry...
after the next morning.. i saw his message..
just kno that i still in his heart..
sry ...
i love u~=)
i promise.. wont make u angry again
-zing-

plan 4 holiday

holiday soon...
got bit exited..
but.. think lai think ki..
nothing to do..
so feel to find a job ...
time just will pass faster..><"
n find 4 him too..
=D
but just felt that jobs dont grow on tree...
T.T
hard to find...
find find find..
some salary low..
some edi full liao..
so how?
still think think think..
erm..
actually i can don work geh..
but hor.. if he work le..
our dating time will b much shorter..
so...
no choice..
work wif him ..
if can same place muxh more better..
if cant.. just miss each other lu..
is also a kind of enjoy too

=P
n i will have piano lesson after my school end..
n need prepair 4 undang.. quite a busy life 4 me..
n need prepapre 4 next year SPM..
izit too early?
haaha..
think so?
not so.. =="
gambateh la!~><
-zing-

undang

today go insten undang...
early in the morning tio wake le..
prepare going to JPJ...
not really exited to go also.. bcs..
i alone..
no ppl company me..=(
when i went to there..
i tot all malay ppl..
hiew..!~
got chinese..
haha..
n i thinking that how can i go through this 6++ hour.. T.T
wuu....sad.. lonely nia..
but!~
RING..~~RING~~~..
my friend sms me that wer r u? r u listen to undang today?
oic?
do u so?
yea..
i in the first room..XD
thn i saw my friends come too..
i was so happy that i saw them..
bcs got friend..^^
wakaka..
we keep chating none stop.. till the end of the undang..
=="
omg..
wasting money$$
cham..!!!
haha.. but fun too yea..
XD...

movie

went to prangin on 31/10...
wif him..n his friend also..
actually i dislike PM geh..
but.. no choice..
wan meet him..
so.. just go lo..
we watch CHILD EYE!~
wow..
i v scare ghost movie..
this is the second time watched ghost movie in my life..
trust?
haha
believe it!~
yes!~
scare till me......
scream v loud..
huiyo...
sry yea.. disturb ppl watching movie only..
haha.
his ear wanna deaf jor.. if i keep on screaming..
ppl din scare also let my voice.. scare tio..
hahaa
v funny also..
although is a scary movie..
but.. got him beside me..
hand holding my shouder
i feel warm.. n save
he hold me tight..
so hope that time can stop..
after watching movie..
we go eat SHUA SHUA LE..
zzz
exp ah!~
not v tasty also..
waste money..
although not my money$$
but.. i felt not worth lo..
bcs not even nice to eat also..
haha..
but still happy can b wif him..
1/11
he get robe by robbery..
during night..
luckily he is safe..
aboh....
i will crazy d lu..
^.^
hope everything goes on well..
between me n him!~
good luck!~
to all of u too..

September 14

that day was holiday...
i was busy completing my ACC folio..
so he come my house so help me complete it..
early in the morning..
he take the bus..
put him at the wrong place..
he walk ...walk.. n walk..
finally reach my house..
so i prepare breakfast 4 him..
we ate together...
chit!~
chat~!
thn we started do our folio...
n i do wrong all..
he help me correct it..
hahaha..
=P
when we do till half..
we heard foot step coming near to my house..
hear a woman voice...
say: open the door.. daughter!"
SHIT!~
my mum come back!!!!
how?
wat?
who?
she?
she!!!!
hide!
hide?
yea..hide..
he hide inside the toilet n i open the door 4 my mum to come in...
unluckily..she go to the back toilet.. find him inside my toilet..
THINGS HAPPEND..BAD THAT DAY=(
we been scold.. been beat from my mum..
SHE ASK many things..
( one hour later)
his mum fetches him back..
his dad take his hp..
my mum take my hp too...
we r grounded!~
T.T
we cant contact each other..
but!!!
hahaha..
we still have house phone..
we keep chat at phone..
we tot that the thing happend that day will make us separate...
but we just kno that... this will make our relationship strong thn b4...
n i will appreciate it...
XD
-zing-ZT-

moodyT.T

before the exam ....
my feel that my friend lik abnormal to me...
at last i tot i just think too much ..
so i din go care...
continue join wif her..
but... when during exam week..
she totally not lik her anymore..
she din come find me automaticly.. or find me go eat or wat..
just join wif others...
i dunno y....
n that time i also no time to care wat is going on..
just hope thing go on well...
but she been more worse than one day n one day..
i totally don understand wat was happend to us..
she just don feel wan to come near me.. or talk to me...
wat wrong bout her???
did i do anything wrong?
i can clearly say i didn"t..
=(
dunno wan how ....

越野赛跑

哇!
真够力的...
run till i cant breath at all..
the weather is hot..
argh...
when start at the beginning..
i run at the first..
feel so siok that time.. i GU YI run fast at first d..
bcs i kno that i cant win the prize..
so i run as fast as i can at the beginning..
but after 3 minit.. i started cant run le..
all energy lik finish =="
so i use walk le..
my friend pass trough me ...
hahaha..
i told them to +U..
=="
bcs i cant run..
i lik a machine
got big sound..
"hah...huh...hah huh...."
v v CHuan!
wan peng san jor..
but i still keep my best to run..
walk..run ...walk..
haha..
my friend at there say .. u can d.. u can d..
but i cant ah!
ADUI...
ps nia..
n i edi run so far le..
so i never gib up keep run till the end lu..
between 20 ..
^^
so happy..
tot can get lucki draw..
but.. din hav any..
chiew..
don ask me run next time..
waste my energy..
n i kno that.. i old jor.. cant run as fast as last time =="
old le la!

shock!~@.@

monday...
din take pencil box go school.. "cin sui"
at school talk tio him nia..
at school nothing to do..
we just study few period nia..
bcs got science "zhan lan"
so we go there c lu..
got hamster..
CUTE PUNYA!=D
but pity them nia..
thn when i go home..
take my pencil box back from my cousin house..
i din tot tio he will come find me eh..
he touch my back..
i tio SHOCK!
@.@
alamak..
is him!
^^
i so happy n shock that i cant say out anything that time..
hehe..
so we ply n ply lu..
he v RUDE lu..
challenge me.. i win le.. he BOH GAM MUAN!...
catch me tight... so pain nia..T.T
hng...
u wait n c!!! hng..
let u tio ka cham cham u ka kno..
u ren xin so rude.. don say me rude yea.. =D
wait n c!kakaka
but........
v happy ..
but unluckily.. let my cousin c tio him..
cham le lu..
but my cousin v NICE..
he wont tell d..
so i FANG XIN..
hiew=.=
aboh.. i die.. soon..
so we din think so much.. we chit chat chit chat lu..
he say he miss me wor.. so he come..
PONTENG..!!
u careful ah..
i don lik him ponteng d..
but wan to c him..
haiz..
so how?..
just can choose to ponteng..
we few meet each other d..
but is nice to c tio him..^^

"总有一天等到你"

等又再等 为你等又等
始终等你 不到
想了再想 为你想了再想
多么想你知道
人堕进夜与雾 只想与你倾吐
我却找了再找 你叫我找了再找
总也难找到
来让我宣告 痴心热恋程度
快快前来爱我吧 不要只顾说预千
其实你知道 一起就是最好
偏偏喜欢我在等得这么苦恼
令你哭了再哭 为你 哭了再哭
当初只有苦恼
总有一天 自信总有一天
相亲相爱终老
行进无限错路 始终也找得到
我的心 你的心 两颗心过一生
未来同拥抱
来让我宣告 痴心热恋程度
快快前来爱我吧 不要只顾说预千
其实你知道 一起就是最好
偏偏喜欢我在等得这么苦恼
心有如孤岛 四面是浓雾
你若是明白 可快快步到
等你来宣布 以后亦同步
爱情原是这样的美好OH...
若你知道 一起就是最好
始终一天我定必等到
悠悠长早晚昼夜朝与暮
仍然痴痴的继续等 重会可等到
长夜 晨早 还是会等到 等到
还会等到 还是会等到
song by "张学友"

hope=dissapointed

yesterday planing that he wan come my place...
plan...
plan....
till end he say wan ponteng come my place..
but i don let..
he say don ponteng tio cant meet le..
bcs he stay far from my place..
so...
no choice..
he say he will try..
not sure..
today..
i v happy that tot he will come find me..
n i worry that if he ponteng.. i will feel NEI JIU..
but din ponteng tio cant meet..
so wish he can ponteng..
so MAO DON.. hahaha...
so wish he come at last..
when i reach home.. "one unread message"
i open it..
he write that he let disiplin teacher c tio jor..cant come..T.T
argh..
that time.. my mood tio drop till the last end..
haiz..
dunno y.. kno that he wont 100% will come..
really feel sad n disspointed..
but i cant blame him..
not his wrong also..
ponteng not good also.. T.T so..
WE DIN MEET AT LAST..T.T
next time ba..
i say..
i think brightly..
bcs not only today can meet nia..
still have lots of chance ..^^
muacks.. don need to SRY ...
is ALL RIGHT!!!=D

sweet sixteen

NEW PIC ARRIVAL..
this pic edi v long jor..
this is the first time we went to QB together..
we go to photo machine 4 taking this pic down..
bcs that time i din take camera go ..=="
but we have alot of fun..
he v paiseh at first..
but at last.. he finally kno how to smile infront of the camera..
wah.. that my GONG LAO!
kakaka...
he v good to me..
stupid boy lai..
blek
=D
enjoy the pic...
^^

at school..

my classmate got 25 ppl go han jiang ..
left 8 of ppl at class..
we got bit of regret y we din go..
but at least we find tio one thing to do..
can say fun n childish..
haha..
we draw some picture.. to let ppl guess wat song it was..
got children song..
got modern song..
n make alot of fun ^^
we tot will b boring if we din go 4 the han jiang trip..
but is fun when staying at school..
^^
n the time pass v fast too..
they all tio come back jor..
they also guess the song we draw on the white board..^^
they laugh also..
n clap hand 4 us who draw it geh=D
thn tio go home le lu..
nice day =P

first month..

our first month together...
the story began in the time we kno each other at FB..
he is a v nice person..
erm..
cant discribe as a gentalman..
but he funny..
first time i kno him..
i tot i cant communicated well wif him..
i hurt himm.
but he din blame me at all..
he still at there loving n care to me..
that time i just feel y he so stupid..

bcs this call love..
love someone hard to put down..
no matter the person is bside u..or not..
u also wish the person u like will b happy..
he make me touch..
he look ben ben geh..
but actually he v smart..
^^
street smart..
in education too.
his result also the best in class..
but bcs of me hurt him last time..
he faild all..
but now.. he say he wll get back his result..
n i will b there surport him 4 ever..
he v nice to me always..
he care n worry 4 me in anytime..
he also make me worry..
but is ok 4 that..
=D
he never angry me b4..
he promise me he wont angry me..
no matter wat i did wrong..
he just will talk to me nicely..ask me to do it right next time..
n he juge me to the right way i should do n go..
^^
got him bside me .. i felt proud of it..
he make me feel warm
^^
I LOVE U..
i will b wif u as long as i can!~

im back

sry..
too long din write blog jor..
T.T
so many thing happend to me during the time i din write blog..
i lose other him..
dunno y..
(long story)
me n him.. mayb din have the yuen fen to b friend jor..
n he decide to end our frienship..
bcs he just wan relationship..
all also ship..
y cant just try to b friend..
but he choose the decision he wan to choose..
so i respect him..
this i just can do..
i just kno..
boys"word"
cant b trusted..
anything they said or promise b4..
they wont ever done it..
no matter that time.. they sad.. emo..
they just beg the thing they wan..
but if they lose it..
they will change
they wont b the person u kno anymore..
they just the person that u dunno at all..
lik a stranger to u..
yea

lik a NIGHTMARE..

i scare bout him actually..
but i try to care bout him..
n juge him..
but he don lik..
he wont change..
n he change.. to the person i dunno who he is anymore..
i cant believe at all..
but i edi accpt it..
so wat=(
is his choice..
i ntg to do..
he have the thing he wan..
ppl care n love..
that all..
he get the thing he wan..
he happy..
i fong sam jor..
he wont kno my heart think bout wat at all..
from start till now..
till the end of our yuen fen..
he also din really understand me..
so he just end it..
that over ..
will it b back?
this... let us c bout it
=zing-

did i do wrong decision?
haiz..
i dunno..
from the start till now..
2010.. i dunno wat am i doing..
just feel no feeling to everything..
just lik a dead feeling ppl..
wats wrong wif me?
y i change?
did i change?
myself also dunno wat am i doing..
just kno bcs of ppl feeling..
bei pan le myself..
im v SHIbai..
T.T
cant continue..

he go operation..

today.. is the day..
he went go operation.
is my choice to ask him go..
im worry bout it..
but its the best choice 4 him..
so i ask him go do operation..
8/3...
today..
its the day..
10 am.. start operation till 3... i think..
i whole day worry n bless 4 him..
i take my smile go through today..
bcs i kno.. only my smile can gib him energy..
n he love my sweet special smile..
=P he say d..
haha..
no choice.. pretty smile i have..
now just can wait the result..
hope everything will b ok..
that all..^^

do i change..?

today..
when i wake up..
some of my friend sms me in the same time..
i tot today is wat day..
but not special day or wat..
some worry me some dissapointed to me..
some wanna to help me..
that time my tears wanna to come out..
sry 4 letting u all bcs of me feel moody..
is my wrong..
do i change making biside me d ppl hurt..?
haiz..
sry.. really sry..
haiz..
dunno wan say wat..
just dun wan go think so much now..
so don wan write so much to think back..
just live in now..
not b4..
that all..
sry..to all guys..
i love u all..
n i need ur suport...
-zing-

sry 4 din write blog..T.T

sry oh.. so long din write blog jor..
was busy ..
before n chinese new year..
wah..
i enjoy the cny...
take many ang bao..
go out..
but weather was hot.. till..
everyone is sick..sick..sick..
T.T
valentine.. T.T
no ppl acc me..
alone.. wif my mum..
haha..
cham nia..
i have so many new cloth..
i love it so much..
=P

hehe..
tell u someting..
chu 9 i din go school..==
my school got class..
but i din go..
bcs i ply till 2 am...
zz
so my friend n i all din go 4 class..
so happy.. n wirry bout the teacher will scold or not..
=="
so dan xiao geh me..
but luckily.. my class teacher mood good..
say ntg..
hiew...!~
n i cut my hair jor..
T.T
so pai kua!!!!
zzz
no choice.. the ppl dunno how to cut..
zz
wait it longer abit bah..
kek sim nia..
by the way.. CNY!~
-ZING-

凌晨三点钟

这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼
现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
寂寞的烟点燃空虚的夜
暂时把心放空
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
Baby Baby
Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
Baby Baby
Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
现在是凌晨三点钟
喝了点酒头有点痛
你晾的床单忘了收
没烫的衬衫有点皱
明天开始我将如何面对
没有你的以后
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后
要怎么去拼凑
Baby Baby
Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
Baby Baby
Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
凌乱的房间里头
还留着你的香味
怎么也戒不掉你独特的笑容
如果时钟倒着走
我不会再让你走
有些事情要绝望到底
才能看得透
Baby Baby
Love can be so beautiful
只怪那一刻
话说得太重
所有的情节都失控
Baby Baby
Love should be so beautiful
你给的太多
现在我才懂
只有烟和酒陪伴的
凌晨三点钟
这是你离开的第三个星期六
面包我吃了两口
啤酒还剩半升
香烟我还是一包接一包地抽
你搬走了以后
我还会常常在你住的公寓底下
等你下楼

complicated..

haiz..
dunno this few days lik dunno do wat..
always forget to do this n that..
i feel tired..
things going too fast.. n i cant chase up..
just wanna to stop my step n feel things that bside me..
just enjoy..
don think anything..
but some thing let me think..
do he still lik me or not..
T.T
i just kno that i still care bout him..
bcs i already get use to it..
everyone say him..bad..
but..to me he not..
he is a boy that is v good..
dunno he just b good infront of me or wat..
but i feel v warm when i b wif him..
he can noty outside..
don noty when wif me..
this is simple things that everyone need to do..
not means that can noty = fight ,kill, gangsterism or wat..
can ply at outside..
just wanna his heart got me this person..
love can b so beautifull..
just bcs of thinking changing fast..
that wat he choose..
dunno complicated..
i just wanna to wait...
may b i will wait..
i dunno..
i din hav a answer 4 that..
i already no energy to think so much of this..
just let it b natural..
that wat i will wait..
-zing-

last minit!!!

haha..
yesterday night..
guess wat..
patrick talk to me..
haha..
i tot he don wan to contact me anymore..
so he change hp..
but he told me that his hp gone..
oh..
sry 4 think so much la..
happy 4 that.. we now.. were friends..
we talk much yesterday night..
till 11 30..
haha..
he ask me go out meet..
i beg my fri3nd go wif me..
he say he 100% free d..
fetch us go out..
after i tt..
thn i so happy cant slp..
happy to meet him again..
thn today morning wait him come fetch..
how i kno..
hp ring..
he called me..
say he cant fetch us bcs wanna go pray..
haiz..
i so dissapointed that time..
my fri3nd also..
haha..
wear leng leng wanna go out le.
how we kno last 10 minit say cant..
argh..
sad la now..
cant meet him..
haiz..
nvm ba..
we still chance to meet each other d..
just feel that time go on so fast that i also dunno..
im getting older..
he getting older n older..
haha..
world n ppl is changing around us..
but something din change that is he still i kno d him..
i still me..
that is the thing cant change d..
n i just kno that ..
yuan fen cant u wan tio wan d..
need two ppl just can d..
now.. just he din lik me..
i just hope miricle will happent somedays..
if not..
i just can say is our life ..
god choose 4 us 50%
50% is choosen by us..
heart too..
no heart means nothing..
he is special to me..
in my whole life..
this my heart torture me..
but i accpet it..
bcs i choose it..
-zing-

beauty have it pain..

its over 4 now..
sry 4 din trust u all advise when i walk wif him..
i just kno that..
from start till end he bluffed me..
wakaka..
everyone can feel that he is not truly love a person d kind of person..
but i feel he is..
haha..
i laugh..
i feel im stupid..
he acting is really surely good.. pro!~
clap hand 4 u..
i feel much better now..
n going to put down..
he!~?
sry..
byebye..
this kind of person is not a person 4 me to wait n sad.. or hurt..
i cant believe u..
u bei pan me..
tell me to believe u ..
i believe u fromm start till now..
but bluff me from the start till now..
im so dissapointed bout my heart..
n u..
sry to all my friends that told me b4..
that feel or kno he a person that is ply!~
but thansk 4 telling me n care 4 me..
i just kno that i really cant trust any one..
i dunno he really everything bluff me ..
i scare to think..
bcs is scary when knowing more of it..
i love my friens !~
^^
thansk 4 u all while i having problem..
u all always stay beside me ..
dunno how to thansk u all..
but sry 4 din trusting u all..
bcs he look so dan chun in eyes..
he really is..
just me dunno wat a real person he is..
just gonna say good bye to his love..
he dunno how to apriciate my love 4 him..
is his fault..
not mine..
i really tired of letting ppl plying my love.. n life..
he choose dwn my love..
thn well..
tata...
hope he still is a friend of mine..
if he wanna b..
i always dwn to lose a friend or prson that bside me..
muacks..!~
thansk4 my friends...
i love u all..
everything we must go through it..
just will grow up..
that our life go on..
-zing-

just hope

my heart only full of his memory..
ask me go forget a person i love..
sry..
i cant do it..
just hope he will find me talk..
treat me as a frend that he really mean it..
can go out wif each other as friend..
spend time together..
share things together..
help each other..
i still remember..
he told me that he wanna get back our feeling ..
so..
i push my heart..
"REN"
try to don find him..
if i can..
to hope he will come find me..
but i scare..
scare he wont find me..
i scare that i dissapointed day by day..
at last i will go find him
T.T
haiz..
i still remember the day he chase me..
i told his that i donwan hav a new relationship anymore..
but he still tell me that..
"i love u.. u just need to kno that can le"
i still remember till now..
bcs that word make me feel that its warm..
he chase me..
so ..i gib us a chance..
he care so much bout me..
i hope he will think the same way that i still at here waiting 4 him..
he wait a person he love b4..
he kno that feeling..
i hope he can feel my feeling that i waiting him right here.. right now..
just hope miricle will happend..
when i woke up..
he will tell me that he still there 4 me were ever i go..
do u still love me.. he says..
my dream!~
hope it will come true..
every one support me to wait..
i have the energy..
but ..
i ill..
dunno how much more i have the energy to wait him..
so.. i ask him..
hope he will come tell me automaticly..
say he still have feeling to me or not..
thats all..
no bodies kno my feeling..
only he knos bout me..
i hope so...
just wait...
-zing-

END?

yesterday night..
when i was slping..
my tears was coming out..
haiz..
dunno..
feel v sad...
bout everything happened in this month..
teacher miss undestant me..
let ppl buly..
nvm!~
the teacher still wan set me do monitor till this month nia..
if i cant do well..!~
walao..
i help the monitor do so much..
she treat me as a dog!~
ok..
well..
set me..
i don wan do le..
i already tired..
i was angry n sad..
i just know that my tears is apart of my life
i too ill..
i tot i can b strong..
now ..
i just admit that im not..
i totally ill enough to let wind blow me down ..
this month..
pls get over..
his birthday is today..
CNY is here soon..haiz..
single again this year..
i hate january every year!~
i think v long..
i use my dareness to ask him..
do u still love me..
at last ..
i fail again..
he din reply me..
i just wanna kno the answer that he still love me or not..
that i wanna kno..
din love..dunno... still love... hope he tell me..
i dunwan to wait a person that i dunno wat he thinking..
i just kno i will wait..
but i need kno he still love me or not..
y he cant tell me..
just feel that he tao bi me le..
i already scare..
cry le..
scare of losing a relationship n a friendship..
he say we still fr3n..
but he lik din treat me as his fr3nd..
lik " friend"
but not fri3nd..
T.T
dunno wat i cn do..
i really get hurt deeply..
T.T
-zing-

wish 4 u!~

today..
suddenly think bout him..
omg!~
suddenly really miss him alot..
i think bout him..
i cry!~..bcs i not there 4 him..today!
oh.. his birthday ..
n im not his gf..
that can celebrate wif him..
n wish him happy birthday to him..
i tot this year i can let him have a birthday that he had never had b4..
but i din have this chance to do 4 him..
but i still his friend..
wishing him happy birthday..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CS!~"
last year wh3n we go beach..
his friend told me..
his birthday dunno already change gf le boi..
that time..
i tell him that i wont leave him d ..
i sure b there to celebrate wif him as his gf..
not this year nia..
every year i will let him have a wonderful birthday wif him..
u c 4 it lu!~
i tot i will b there biside him..
hugging him n wispering to his ear n say "happy birthday to u dear!~ muacks"
sry i not there now..
i din have the chance to tell ur fri3nd say..
nah!~ im here.. as his gf ..
sry!~
i tot i can..
but no..
how was he gonna celebrate his birthday..?
i wish to kno..
did he happy..
do he think of me ?..
i dun wan so much..
i just wan the person who i love now.. can love me the way i love him..
i tot i have this chance..
to stand infront of him..
holding his hand..
n sing a song to him..
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~!"
n hand over the birthday cake to him..
n gib him a kiss that no one will had..
this song is just 4 u
every year of this day..
i hope that i just will sing this song to u!~
n let u have a wonderful..
unforgetable birthday in ur life..
as a fri3nd i will!~
as a gf i sure will!~
no matter where u r..
i will wishing 4 u..
just wish u can feel it i sing to u..
( crying )..
i just can do is this..
just hope u gib me this chance..
n gib urself a chance..
to let me celebrate wif u
i"ll b there 4 u!~
wish i can gib the best 4 u..everything...now..
HAPPY.. BIRTHDAY.. TO U!~
-zing-
(cant discribe now d mood.. happy 4 him.. sad of din stay bside him.. argh.. dunno.. my mind full of his face..smiling to me! dunno ..just cry..! wish to c him just once..!T.T)" zhi gei ni(just for u) go hear.. a song gib u as ur present"

create a song 4 us..

do u still remember...
u say wan create a song 4 ourself..
so i create it le..
not song..
is the song word..
u kno more in singing..
so i choose to create the song word..
although u din beside me..
when i creating it..
there is..

= u were my love
the firsday u look into my eyes..
we were as bird flying in the sky..
we were both young..
i close my eyes..
to let u hold my hand..
taking me to the word that full of love..
u promise care me where ever i go..
so u just say..
just close ur eyes..
let me take to the dream word that we need to have..
u will b the prince..
i will b the princess..
dont b afraid...
i there 4 u..
just to c u one moment..
will feel ur heart beating in front of me..
u took my heart away..
i never felt lik this b4..
but y u have to go..
that wat u choose?
y u turn away..
bcs u afraid of me..
so i waiting here 4 u..
cause i dunno more wat can i do..
may b i will wait 4 u..
i will wait by my life..
no matter wat i have to do
is to wait 4 u..
that wat our story go though..
baby..
oh..!~
look at me..
i kno u still loving me..
y dont we just start over again..
gib us each other a chance
if ur heart still got me..
baby!~
i wait 4 u..
bcs u take my heart away~
=
the name of this song is ( love bout us)
nice?
hope u can feel it that its nice n have the feeling that i waiting 4 u!~
hope i got the chance to sing to u..!~

for u!~
-zing-

his birthday is coming

his birthday is comming soon..
coundown..
2 days..
sadly..
i cant celebrate beside him as his gf..
celebrate together his birthday this year..
but i as a friend hope can celebrate wif him..
hope he invite me to his birthday party..
if he have..
just hope he dare to face me..
as a friend..
now just a friend of him..
hope he can dont think so much n invite me..
im here 4 u..
he choose to leave me..
but hope in his heart he still loving me ..
hope he will tell me that he still love me..
to feel that waiting him is got chances..
i need ur shoulder...
to raise me up in my life..
so i just can have a happy life wif u...
u take my heart away..
hope u wont return it for me..
tell me u wont..
but hope u tell me the truth...
happy birthday..
dear..
u always b my dear..
-zing-

wat should i do

wat should i do now..
i really love him..
but dunno did he still love me or not..
just wish to ask him..
but i scare...
scare of knwing that..
now..
can b last time..
asking him wat he was doing now..
just hope that he will miss me at whole time..
i sitting looking outside the window..
wishper him could hear wat i was gonna to tell him..
i hope he can feel it..
that i still love him..
n care 4 him..
hope that he kno..
wish he could tell me do he still love me..
or not..
i just kno i waiting 4 him answer..
but dunno how long i can wait..
i kno him well..
but din kno him as well..
just wish to get his heart..
knowing wat he was doing right now..
im sad..
when he go out wif other person that is not me..
i wish to go out..
to find him..
but i cant..
i wan FREEDOM now!!
i wan to gib wat i have to him..
hope he choose me..
T.T
sitting at the corner..
wating him to come hand orver his hand to me..
hug me tight n say i love u..
do i wait is zhi de d?
i dunno..
i just kno my heart is loving him now..
n always..
hope he will gib me a chance..
n gib him a own chance..
gib us a chance to start again..
wish to c him..
the time i go out..
wish to c him ..
in the coner..
infront ..
beside..
just once..
just wan to look at his face..
did he happy..
did he sad..
did he miss me..
did he enjoy his time..
i just can wait here..
waiting 4 his answer..
ntg i can do..
or help..
if he view my blog..
hope he will gib me a answer..
tell me do u still love me or not..
tell me the truth..
if u dont wish a gul hurting or waitng 4 a long time 4 a person she love most..
hope u tell meT.T...
-zing-

just wait ..

erm..
although now he leave me..
but we still friend..
he still chat wif me..
i was v happy when i sms wif him..
bcs i already get use to sms wif him..
just scare he don reply n feel me anoying..
but he reply..
hehe..
i happy 4 that..
little happy can le..
don go think so much 4 now..
if he one day feel that im important to him..
he will come find me..
i will wait him here..
till the day he say he don lik me..
hope he wil tell me.
don let me wait..
if he have a new relationship or wat..
choi..
hope wont happent la..
now we still young ..
if now b together..
din means 4 ever..
two years more..
i tio free le..
go anywer i can..
i can gib him everything that he wan..
bcs i love him..
that wat i wanna gib him..
just wish i have this chance to gib him my love 4 him..
but now..
just need to return his heart 4 him..
i bu she de..
just wish to leave his heart in my heart..
stick it..
together..
but i cant so selfish..
so..
just wait 4 it ba..
hope i wont b dissapointed again..
lik last time..
hope he will tell me he wan or dwn me..
if he say le..
just go think ba..
now...
just wish he can happy..
n chat wif me?
^^
bcs i miss him..
but sometime not dare to chat wif him..
haiz..
cham..
he din come chat wif me b4..
feel sad ba..
aiyo..
y i wan so many thing..
just wait 4 everything to come to me ba..
hope..
bless me..
really dwn go start new relation le...
if i can..
he in my heart now!~..
i tell him b4..
he told me b4 too..
im his last true love..
izit true?
-zing-

jian qiang d me..

ppl ask me..
y so many things happent around u..
so many sad things that u been through wif..
y u can take along ur smile to go through all this things..
that happent to u?
i just tell her..
if is u..
will u choose to face the sadness everyday?
or u choose to b happy to face the sadness?
i sad.. but i dun wan sad 4 life..
it just will making me more worse..
smile y wrong..
friend is here 4 u...
i just can during at school..
enjoy my happy time..
just awhile..
to act lik i losing my memories..
i tot i good in acting..
haha..
but im not..
when i laughing..
they say..
fionne..
stop le..
u going to far..
don act le..
cry out loud bah..!
we scare of u laughing..
but we hope u were happy..
but we also hope that u can cry out..
we rather u to cry.. rather thn u acting to b happy..
u cry we still say is nomal..
u din cry.. we scare bout u..
fionne..
u were jian qiang..
we kno..
but u really get hurt..
come..
cry!~
i started crying loudly..
huging my fr3nds tight...
wah..
much better..
but i kno when i at home alone..
i just will thinking it..
by don thinking it..
i don wan to face it .. just 1 second i also happy..
but i choose to face it le..
don bcs of ppl wrong making urself unhappy..
just trust urself..
this word..
is he tell me d..
don trust boys..
ppl that u love ..
dont too..
just trust urself..
by don get hurt..
im not a jian qiang person..
i just trying to b..
-zing-

Question...

now...
everyone was asking me y..
y ur bf break up wif u?..
don bluff me la..
how could it b...
he so love u..
how will he leave u wor..
he break wif u d?
y he will break wif u?
is he one leg step two boat?
is he din love u any more?
or is u too bad 4 him?
or just miss understanding ?
argh!!!!
stop asking me ..
bcs i dunno how to answer all ur question..
sry...
im sry..
i just dunno how to say...
n how to start explain..
when to start..
haiz..
i losing my energy..
i just feel im ill..
always use smile to get throught all this question n problem..
but just can cover 4 fews days..
they still asking 4 reason..
i ask my friends..
how should i told u..
bcs myself also the answer...
the correct answer..
did he still love him?
if he still love him.. y he vreak up wif u?
how i gonna answer..
he din tell me..
go ask him la..
i scare to ask him..
i scare that .. if i continue ask him..'
scare he will feel im anoying him..
but..
one of my friends tell me one thing..
asking him the answer is not a wrong thing..
bcs he is a guy..
he cant wat also say dunno.. ask clearly to kno more bout him.. if u still care bout him..
"life owez hv problems~ treat problems as ur frens~ den problems wil neva b a problems~"
"everyone do a thing oso got own reason.
" if u love him, den understand him bah~"
its true love wont grow oni in 1 side. but it oso wont grow well if he's not fully v u.
mayb break is a good thing.
dun think dat break 1 time consider break forever..
stil frens~ mayb 1 day he realise ur importance..
gv urself a time to rest. even if u continue v him, it wont comes out perfect."
"dont ask love to comes to u. bliv dat it wil comes to u, wait positively n u'll one day hv it."
i just kno..
i already kno earlier..
just kno that not me just have this thinking.. some have it.. hope everyone have it..
hope everyone is responsible 4 wat they hav do...
n face it..
this wat one of my friend told me..
i thanks her..
4 gib me a shoulder to hold on..
thansk..
i feel ok...
just feel diffrent in my life..
that so many unsuspect thing happent around me..
just hope it will pass ..
-zing-

the way we been through...

b4 pmr..
we go md..
study together...
haha..
u look at me..
i was doing math..
i tell u to do wif me..
but u say..
i just wanna sit at here.
watching u...
can boh?
can...
ps nia that time..
the first study date..
we have..
u were the first boy i go out alone wif..
its fun..
go qb wif u in the night..
watching movie..
cold!~~~
u hug me tight..
let me feel warm..
the way u look at me..
its so wondeful...
the way u love me..
its so sweet..
the way u ply wif me..
the way we have together b4...
its perfect...
y will u love me in ur first sight?
^^
was happy to b wif u...
u were nice to me..
n everyone..
u kno who is friends n me..
but..
suddenly
one second gone..
the world suddenly change..
dunno y...
u lose ur mind..
u bcs of closing to ur friend everyday..
u feel happy..
n u think that this is call love..
when u think u feel got this feel..
u din stop it...
u just admit u have this feel..
n continue to lik..
u say..
u wont choose anything..
u but u choose to leave me..
u don choose anything..
but at the sad moment..
u still can got the mood..
got out wif the person..
u choose to go out wif the person..
u choose to stay bside him..
but u choose to leave me..
i just felt it..
he is more important to u..
u leave me...
bcs of leaving me..
u just can use all ur time spending wif him..
ya?
my mind have many question...
that din have any answers..
were u get hurt?
were u sad?
were u missing bout me...
ur honey...
i hurt u leaving me..
but i hurt more when u choose the wrong way that u kno u r...
but u say u din choose..
is u stay away of not dare to face the problem..?
i just wish to help..
but wat can i do?
just hope he will wake up some day...
hope he will feel the time he feel in love wif a person that is waiting here...
let the time go..
but in my heart...
the memory still always in my heart...
cs...
good luck...
hope u still got me in ur heart..
anything can tell me..
wan find ppl share about ur feeling find me..
anyt problem find me..
tell me..
i here 4 u..
i will gaiting u...
cheering u up..
always..
n ever..
if u still admit im a something to u..
friends wat wat also can..
just don forget me...
-zing-

Bcs of u..

today...
my friend ask me a question..
ask me..
if my x suddenly find u back...
come to ur school... say wanna u to wif him again...
n ur bf was there..
u will choose to hold whose hand n walk away...
i din think a second time..
i told her..
i will talk to my x clearly... wat happend..
after that...
i will hold my bf hand walk away..
n tell him clearly 4 don let him miss understanding..
....
bcs of u...
i first time thinking wat i can do 4 u to make u happy..
bcs of u...
i thinking of how to let u thinking of me every second...
bcs of u...
i do many firsdt thing that i had never do b4 to my x...

u know..
u were lucky...
u were!
i hope that i do this all is to a correct person..
i do hope so...

boys...
some time say he will marry u..
wanna b wif u forever..
wont let u hurt..
wont let u go away..
will always b on ur side...
i told u..
u can hear..
but don go trust!
bcs u cant!
if u trust just will get hurt..
n get dissapointed 4 that wat he say to u!~
it wont b 100 % true..
but will b 99% wrong!
but i choose to trust wat he say to me b4..
bcs i hope that my heart think wont b wrong..
my heart say this is the correct person that can let u b wif him together 4 life..
but...
now..
i din have any confidence anymore...
i just taking worry in my life..
day by day..
taking cry day by day...
hurting day by day...
dunno y...
last time d me...
just will seperate ..
but now...
y would i stay at home lying on the bed closing my eyes...
crying alone n hoping he will come explain to me..
hope that he will say something to me nice!
hoping that he wont lik b a childish thinking...

bcs of u...
i suffer in life...
painfully...
cant discribe anything that in my mind!!!!
just telling myself that i doing this is bcs giving him chance...

did i do wrong?
T.T
hope he will gib me a answer..

i just kno..
im stupid..
im crazy..
im ...


ntg...

dunno...
dunno anymore!
u let me deeply dissapointed...
u deeply hurting me..
my eye was hurt by u..
n cant control it..

just told me that i doing all its right...
wish is right...

bcs..
i been hurt by many ppl..
bcs of my selfishness..
i rather to giving him a chance...
but he will kno how to use this chance?

chance just gib by once..
not anymore..
din use carefully..
it will gone forever!~

i cant control my feeling..
i now..
just kno that..
i lik last time..
hurt by one ppl that i love..
i scare...
i do really scare..
i want him to gib me his sholder...
if cant..
pls let me kno
T.T
do i really do wrong...
do ur heart still got me..

-zing-

my diamon eyes..

haiz...
got one ppl tell me one thing
he say that..
when u having a bf..
he must have a responsible to acc u...
care u..
everything..
to 24hour acc u...
let u happy...
wont let u bored...
must protect her..
bcs the day he started wif u..
he must gib all to u..
n if i have a gf..
i wont let any ppl sms her or find her..
bcs i will acc her 24 hour..
busy wif her
...
when ppl ask u wat u r busying wif
u will say...
busy acc my gf..
busy thinking of her..
busy find think to do wif her..
busy giving her surprice..
busy make her happy..
busy plying wif her..
busy teaching her stuff that she dunno..

n when u in a relationship...
no ppl will wanna find u le..
bcs they kno u have bf/gf
so no one will talk to u..
so only ur bf...will...
he need to..
bcs u r his...
all!~
...
he now wont busy about me..
but i hope that he will try..
just giving him a second cahcne to try..
bcs i already to choose to b wif him..
i just can let him to try..
by hurting myself...
or
crying alone..
i also wish that he will do his best 4 ME!~
my diamon eyes...
was ill enough to bcs a ppl that i care...
droping down always...
bcs i tell my self..
giving him a chance is zhi de d..
hope he wont let me dissapointed...

..
but..
..

today he suddenly ask me..
if im become a gay..
wat was ur react?
whenu asking me this question..
i just can tell u that..
my mind was blank ..
my heart was broken piece
i was SUFFERING!
my diamon eye...
droping one by one..
hurting...
dunno wat should i do..
i just kno..
i have no energy any more..
i tired of loving a person..
i wanna ppl to love me!!!!
thats wat i wan NOW!!!!!!!!
my diamon eye
will blooding
some days....
just don hurt me...
but pls telling me the truth....
i dunno wat i really wan anymore!!!!
argh!

(if i hurt by u... n this is my last relationship... i will stop my heart to loving someone.. n become a boy that everyone was waiting me to chnge to.! who will change me back that time.. good luck 4 that) * my broken angry feeling*i never had b4!!~
-zing-

he says so..

the time i b wif him..

i started to trust him...

but some ppl say he was a ply boy, take ppl gf...

bla bla bla...

many yao yan...

hey...

get off ok...

he not this kind of ppl..

aiyo..

i sure kno..

bcs..

the time he chase me....

that day on..

i tio kno wat a person he is..

he ah..

childish...little gua..

haha..

funny..

care ppl..

love hanging out wif friend lu..

than will forgot me le..

lolz..

haha..

who wont?

ply till forget some one waiting u to find her...

but he is a good person i kno..

he tell me everything in his mind...

n heart...

wont bluff me anything..

but many ppl say he"s not..

so i ask him...

to let me kno that he really not that kind of person..

yea..

i belive him that wat he say..

if he really bluff me...

i also need trust him..

bcs..

when u choose the person u wanna b wif...

u just can trust ...

n help...

his attitude...

all kinds of his bad n good things...

this will let each other feel more comfort...

he told me

"let me chase u again...

from now...

just don wan u b mine at all...

let me feel that u have ur own life...

the first time i kow u...

i wanna to chase u again!

let me get back the first feeling that i fall 4 u...

u have ur friends...

u have ur own freedom to do ur own things...

let me worry about u...

let me care about u again.."

haha^^

when i saw this message..

my tears started come out...

not sad..

its...

gan dong..

bcs he knos that himself geh heart...

n i kno that boys were lik that...

when they have it...

thats all...

they wont go care wat they really have importance to them...

but he knows..

i happy 4 that..

u all knos that..

wont u?

boys all...

aiyo..

good tio v good..

bad tio v bad..

but i kno

he trying to b a good person..

^^

i can feel it..

but he not good in..

"busy"

he n busy v good..

he n slp also v good d..

can say they was his second wife le..

always spending time wif them more thn me..

haha..

but wat can i do..

wait lu..

d my things...

bcs i already choose to b wif him...

=P

ntg else..

-zing-

wonderful dinner

(i look lik a mature student?)

wow... i went to a dinner...it was beautiful !

it was my mother friend son married..

also my friend...er.. my friend brother married

haha... in the ball room

this was our pic...

nice?

i look so....

=="

dunno...

kid?

haha...

i think so..

how u think?.... wakaka...

the decorate is so pretty... n its was so "long zhong"

we have our delicious dinner...

the dinner was special..

have many dancer dancing...

every one dress v pretty...

n sexy...

haha...

the "zhu chi ren" was funny...

she was pretty

i mean he

he pretent to b a girl..

he wear girl shirt...

make up as a gul at the stage talking..

he was so funny..

make many kinds of jokes...

make the dinner become more fun...

wont lik other dinner..

so bored...

=="

he talk so many things..act.. dance too..

so funny.. n pretty..

wow...he pretty...

he got wife geh^^

n child too..

the news paper say that he is bcs of work pretent to b a gul...

so proud of him^^

n the dinner hav the bread... n the "mei rong thing"

before the dinner ends...

they still gib us a surviner...

wow..

its wondeful..

its a fantastic wedding...

i never attend..

i can think that the "new ppl" sure b happy...

sure their famyli member was rich...

have a great wedding in their life...

i love it!~

i hope when i grow up.. can have such a wonderful wedding..

simple n wondeful wedding that u never forget in ur life...

-zing-

remember it..

this is i gib him geh present..
aniversary,chrismas present...
i used my time n heart to do the present 4 him..
every each one..
do it one by one..
use my feeling to do it...
n he love it..
i"m happy 4 that he love it..
n hope he knos that i do it just 4 him..
this is apart of our memory spending together...
the thing i gib him..
hope he will keep well..
wat ever wat thing happend...
just hope he wont take it throw it into the rubbish bin..
bcs this means our love..
also means our memory together..
happy n sad...
can think back the thing that happend b4 around us..
^^
zhen xi wo gei ni d yi qie oh~
-zing-

memory~

this is a pic that we went to beach together wif him...when holiday..

we have a great time spending at there..

we have our first BBQ dinner at there..wif my friend n his ..

haha..

we have lots of fun spending together..

tell u something funny is that the BBQ din have fire...

half hour later.. the fire just say hi to us..

=="

hungry..

we have chiken,sausage,nugget,n many many delicious food...

wah... ( sweet)

eat eat...

cant full at all..

he bbq some 4 me to eat...

^^

nice..

not bad...

the chicken can eat..

haha...

the day was nice that day... din rain..

popi..!~

him n his friends go ply skyboat..?

dunno wat is that also..

haha..

i cant ply

T.T

sad..

but saw him ply so happy also happy le..

we have a walk at there..

when fin ish eating our dinner...

they have battle in the hotel room...

wow...

the room so smelly..

"boys all dirty, din bath"

omg!

0.o"

its fun..

n happy too..

n we have our first breakfast at there too..

the breakfast was nice..

^^

funny is i bluff the ppl i dun wan eat..

oh yeah..

save my money..^^

its exp ...

but ok la..

we eat much..

espeacially him..

wah..

take this take that....

tio shock...

eat so many..

cant fat d..

cant forget bout it...

its a wonderful time we have together..

just hope wonderful time can last long forever...

muacks

-zing-

just feel tired~T.T

haiz..
dunno wat happening...
just sometime wanna talk to him something..
he tio say me wan find thing argue wif him..
in ur heart wat a person am i?
i really wanna know the turth..
just feel that he is far to me now..
if really argue wif u also not really a wrong thing ah..
just wan settle something between us..
but when i say bout that...
he willl started dun answer..
izit he tot that i love quarrel wif him?
T.T
just bcs i care bout him..
i can find ppl to argue ah..
y i must argue wif him wor..
just bcs is my job mar..
if i din care,love,worry ,argue or wat..
wif him..
who will?
or he wan me find other ppl to do so..?
just tell me..
T.T
i really tired le..
my tear comming out...
just dunno how to control
n stop it..
do i did wrong?
just tell me ..
just dunno wat can i do anymore..
do he wish me always keep quite...
if something happend also keep quite din tell din kno?
dunno wat u really think about now...
or is me think much..
do i need don care anything just can b peaceful
n nothing will happened?
T.T
ah...
tired...
dun wan to think..
but the thing cant get off from my mine..
bcs just kno tht itis our thing that we need to care together...
just kno...
just wish...
he knos!
-zing-

love me

the day i first met u..
is at qb..
i go there to find my primary friends.. n u were there...
looking at me wif those eye..
funny..
^^
i ps..~
n i din c ur face clearly when u say wan acc me go walk when it hav not enough ticket..
haha..
i tio shock got a boy wan acc me..
i ignore 4 ur kindness just bcs i dint kno u..
so..
i walk 1 hour at qb alone..
T.T waiting 4 the next movie..
haiz..
tired.. lonely that time..
haha.. but my brain was thinking of u rush out n say " i acc u la"
haha.. i laugh..
the next day.. u at fs talk to me..
its a miricle..
u start chase me that day on wards..
haha..
feel that u a good boy?o.0
funny one..
cute...
erm.. noty sometimes..
but dunno y.. feel wanna get near wif u..
so on.. we become a couple..
wow..
from stranger..friend..become a couple..
unbelivebable..
wakaka...
nice being wif u..
the day u love me.. itzit the first day u saw me?
hehe.. till now i also dunno y u lik me..
^^
just kno u love me more thn anyone else..
hope he was my last one..
0.o
-zing-